30 days of thankfulness, Day 5: Thankful for God's love

 

 On the 5th day of November, I am thankful for God's love. Sadly, I doubted it for years, though I had some things that caused that doubt, I thankfully and finally got past that around this time last year.

  I still would have trouble believing as some do, that if I was the only person alive, that Jesus would have come to die for me, and really that is a moot point. I am not the only person to have ever lived. Yet, it is miraculous how far I have come in this regard of believing God loves me. To finally realize there's nothing I can do to make Him love me more or less...... it is amazing.

  I still have moments when the old "if God loved me....." tries to pop up, but God has really helped me in that area to not give into those thoughts anymore.